Hopeless Romantic

I barely remember it but what I do remember was a short, vivid section. This brunette, petite, Russian girl slept on a mattress in my room over night and I woke up before her so as I got up to grab a drink she woke up. So instead I just lied down again on my bed.
Me: “hey, sleep ok?”
Her: “yeah, great. Why do you ask?”
Me: “just conversation”
Her: “ok”

I notice she’s shivering under the tiny spare sheet we have her last night.

Me: “you ok there? You cold?”
Her: “nah I’m fine.”
She continues to shiver under the sheets.
Me: “want me to come lie with you to warm you up? I don’t mind.”
Her with a grin on her sleepy face: “sure.”
She rolls to her side with her back to me. I lie down beside her and lift the sheet to see she slept naked that night. She spins around so her knees are at eye level and let’s out a little sigh.
Her:” don’t do anything I wouldn’t do pretty boy.” She says as I feel her reach behind her and begins to run her fingers up n down my side.
I slowly start to caress her thighs, leaving a soft kiss here and there. Each kiss she lets out a short gasp. I feel her hand trace the line if my boxers as she whispers “I dare you…” I push her legs forward, making her curled up to expose her petite, tight pussy. I hear her whisper again, “do it.” I kiss along each side of it on her inner thighs, getting closer and closer each time. Once I finally get to her pussy, she’s quivering with anticipation. Slowly I caress her pussy with my tongue, softly dragging it up between her tight quivering lips. She lets out a gasp as I reach her hard clit. I begin to kiss, caress and suck on her clit… Each kiss I hear her quietly moaning. Out if nowhere she spins around, then mounts me, pinning each arm above my head as she hovers, panting above my face.
Her: “that’s not fair of you.” She says with a grin.
Me: “why do you say tha…” She cuts me off and begins kissing. Her lips are soft and plump.
Her as she lifts her head back: “now I’ll make it fair…”
Me: “how so?”
She begins to grind her wet pussy up and down… Slowly… I can feel how wet she is through the boxers. She leans down for a kiss again but when her lips meet mine…

*wakes up to banging on door*

Mum: hey, time to get up for uni.
Me: ok ok I’m awake. God damn it…

was in the living room of some waterfront apartment with my parents getting yelled at for doing something then all of a sudden I pull a cigarette out of a little brown box, light it in front of them and take a few puffs. They just keep yelling, so I put it out on the ground then… eat… it………… tasted like sour worms.

My friend was going overseas for life and I was walking her to the airport. (Which was on the edge of a cliff… In a plane that looked soo dodgy n rickety n bad.) so we are walking towards the plane with her arm through mind and her bags over my shoulder. We get there and someone announces the plane will be late. So I send her off with her family and start running, I hear her yell from behind me “hurry!” I don’t know where I’m going but I’m going as fast as I can. I reach a corner store literally in the middle of nowhere. I go to the candy section and start filing through the seemingly endless isles of candy. I search n search and eventually find the one, her favorite. I grab it, run to the counter past the line of people and pay then run out the door back to her. I get there and she’s nowhere in sight. I start freaking out n asking everyone where she is. At last someone says she’s boarding as we speak. I run through the security gate and sprint through the crowds of people while I hear security yelling behind me. I see her in the distance walking up the stairs to the plane. I throw the packet and it lands ontop of her carry bag, she doesn’t even notice and walks inside. Next thing I hear is “Stop!” As this mass of body tackles me from behind. My head smashes against the concrete and I wake up.

I have no idea why I had this dream or why I went to that effort but I know for a fact that the concrete hurt.

Half way through movie she’s fallen asleep :P I’m going to be weird n watch it with her sleeping on the other end of call. Even if she’s asleep she has to hear something. Even if its just hearing me laugh n making comments about the movie.

I wish we could share a night, just one night is all I ask for. Where she falls asleep on me while watching a movie and I get to carry her off to bed and kiss her goodnight. Or I get to fall asleep with her… It would be an absolutely perfect moment.

I was in a crowd of people and she was calling my name, I shove and push plowing though people to get to her but its like she’s getting further away each moment. I finally see her and sprint for her, I grab her and pull her against me. I let up for a moment to kiss her but before our lips meet I wake up… Starting to think I really miss her. It’s only been a couple if days hasn’t it? It shouldn’t be this bad… :( I hope it lets up soon

Last night I dreamt about her again, except we did a little more than just kiss and play fight…

She brought up the game “too hot” and managed to convince me to play. So we start making out and she starts teasing and pulling her head away. Then she grabs ahold of my lip and pulls hard. She does this a few times and everytime I feel my self control breaking at the seems. One last time she bites down hard and instead of letting out a moan I sit completely still. She leans back slightly shocked. She comes in again and again trying to make me snap but I just sit there and smirk. She eventually snaps. She leans in for her last kiss and smiles, pushes me back onto the bed and mounts me. Holding my hands above me head she tries pinning me down and with that smirk on her face she starts to grind. Each rhythm of her heaps on mine I rise a little to meet her. She leans down for a kiss and I’m aching to taste her. She leans soo close I can taste her breath a d then… She traces my lips with her tongue.
“If I recall correctly, I just won that game, not you.” I smile and she stops in her tracks. I pull my arms free and grab her hips. I pull her in close to spin her underneath me and rip her singlet in 2. I start kissing her neck and she starts scratching my back then takes my shirt off. I lean in for a single kiss then trace the edge of her jaw to her ear, I grind my teeth softly on her ear lobe and she whimpers. I work down her neck, slowly along her collarbone to reach the centre of her breasts. I begin to kiss up the side of her breast, teasing around the rim of her hard nipples and right before I kiss them, I grab her thighs and push her up the bed. I begin kissing down her stomach, tug softly on her belly ring. I unzip and pull down her short shorts slowly, kissing down in their wake. Right before I reach her clit I kiss down the inside of one thigh. Slowly to the knee and back. Just before I reach her wet pussy I work the other thigh, she lets out a moan of anticipation. As I trace back in I reach the edge of her clit and look up to see her biting her lip, waiting. I wrap my arms around her thighs to keep her still and lean in to start licking her out. I watch up as I kiss her hard clit as her eyes roll back and her arms reach to grab the edges of the bed. Her back arching a little higher with every pass of my tongue. I stop for a second and look at her writhing with pleasure and pull a arm aside. I let her calm a little then show her my free hand, her eyes widen and I slide two fingers in. Her back arches and she lets out a loud moan. I start pumping her and then I hit a spot and she screams my name. I keep the fingers rubbing the spot inside her and having to hold her steady with the other arm. Her moans getting sharper, her rises holding, her hands grip the bed as she screams my name and falls back down on the bed. I take my fingers out and caress her dripping pussy softly as she quivers on the bed.
“I won that game, not you.” I smile as she lets out a gasp and lies there quivering. I kiss her neck and she grabs my arm, digging her nails into my skin then slowly lets go. She musters the energy to let out 2 words: “fuck you.” With a little laugh after. I lie down next to her and she huddles up close as she calms down.

She finally calms and rolls ontop of me. “I can’t let you win again now can I?” She leans down and kisses my neck hard, grazing her teeth along my neck as her hands scratching at my sides. She moves down to my collarbone and I go limp. She feels this and starts working the nook of my neck with her tongue. She gives out for a moment and I move a hand between her thighs, I softly stroke her wet pussy and she gives way collapsing on me. Her nails digging into my back and I softly caress her. I stop and her nails drag up my sides to my chest. She leans back and smiles. She digs her nails into my chest and drags them down, along my stomach to my belt line. She unbuttons my jeans and as the zipper strikes the bottom, I wake up.

Holy fuck what a dream… If I can pull this off, I might actually have the upper hand over her.

Creature of an ancient darkness forged from evil. Visually appears to be a large blob of clear liquid that can float freely without the effects of gravity. Behavior is determined by a higher evil power that controls it to fulfill its dirty work. Attacks by engulfing the target in itself and entering the body through any openings or open wounds, then the target is either controlled, or killed by being flung into the air then spontaneously combusting into a rain of blood butterflies that slowly fall to the ground and melt to the original form of blood n matter of the now deceased target. It is generally slow but has no weakness, though parts of it can be collected and separated from the original creature to weaken it. Caution is to be taken as these parts can still enter the human body but can’t pass through glass.

This is something created from pure imagination, literally dreamt it up as if there was an episode of supernatural playing in my head. Don’t remember the Episode much but remember all the details of the creature.

So I’m walking down the road to who knows where and out of the blue G jumps onto my back and I start piggy-backing her.
G: “So how’s life?”
Me: “well I have a stunning lady perched on my back…” As I finish the word, H, T and everybody else appears out of nowhere.
Me: “I’ve got all my friends and its a beautiful day! How about you?”
G: “eh could be better, just to put that out there.”
Me: “oh, and how’s that?”
She slides off my back grabs my hands and we run off through the trees of the park till my friends behind me are out of sight, and now out of mind. We reach a clearing by a lake and she spins around;
G: “ever kissed someone purely because you could?”
Me: “can’t say I ha..” She pulls herself so her chest is against mine, with her arms around my neck and mine around her waist. Her soft lips hover in front of mine, she giggles a little as she sees my eyes light up.
G: “Well pucker up handsome.” Her soft lips press to mine, my eyes flutter closed and everything around us falls away. The cold air whips past, highlighting her warmth against mine. She lifts her head slightly just enough for our eyes to meet. A feeling of ecstasy washes over me and I shiver.
G: “Well?”
Me: “You’re a woman of a thousand talents aren’t you?”
G: “You could say that..” She pecks my lips, giggles then pulls away with her right hand in mine still; she spins around and lays her hand out for mine. I grab ahold and she walks out of the room.
Me: “Wait, were we not just in a park?”
G: “Damn didn’t know my kissing was good enough to make you hallucinate.” She spins, lays a kiss on my lips; my eyes flutter closed again and the world falls away once again. Walls rise from the floor like some ancient creature rising from the grave. Doors appear in their frames and furniture explodes from thin air around me. She laughs and guides me through the winding hallway to the end room. The door swings open to a clean room filled with a haze. She let go of my hand and ran to dive onto her bed. I hear her laughing into her pillow then she rolls over,
G: “Come on!”
I walk over to the end of the bed and crawl up onto her. She smiles and we stare into each others eyes.
G: “Kiss me, I dare you.”
A smile creeps across my face and I lower myself to meet her body. Her lips meet to embrace mine, as our lips meet I feel everything falling away once again then all of a sudden I feel wind. I open my eyes and I’m falling upward. I look around and everything fades to black. I hit something hard and the wind’s knocked out of me. I sit up and catch my breath, crouched over on my bed.

Soo it was a random day but for some cleanup project the cohort got pulled back to school to help out. So arrive at school and the cohorts all standing in a group listening to the headmaster and getting told what to do for the day. He finishes his speech and everyone splits up into their friendship groups. I wonder off on my own to think (about how to ask G out…). So I split from the crowd walking off on my own tangent of thought. All of a sudden I hear someone scream my name. I turn around only to have H leap at me, I catch her then catch my balance.
H: “Hi” she says with that massive grin of hers.
Me: “a simple hello could suffice? but I guess that wouldn’t be you would it?”
A moment later, the whole crew rounded the corner. I hugged and exchanged hello’s to them all. As I let go of the last, something catches my eye. I turn to find G… G? Thats different…
G”Heeeeey! Do I get a hug?”

I stand there for a moment in complete shock, I expected to have to go looking for her. Me: “uhh yeh sure!” I open my arms wide and she dives in unexpectedly. I wrap my arms tight and give her a big warm hug. She steps back with a smile on her face and I turn away before she sees the massive one on my face. So I collect myself and get together. Time more or less jumps to the afternoon and everyone’s back infront of the headmaster. Yet this time the crew, me and G are at the back. I hear T whispering and the crew suddenly disappear into the crowd, leaving me and G alone. She gasps when she realizes they have all gone. G:”where’d they all go? GAH I feel lonely now…” Me: “heh amongst all these people; you feel lonely?” G: “well I don’t feel much else, so yeh I feel lonely.” Me: “naww, need a hug?” I reply as my arms open up slightly. G: “yes damn it, now hug me already.” she shuffles over to me and wraps her arms around me. I smile then hug her back, except she’s not letting go? I look down and she’s closed her eyes and snuggled into my shoulder. I smile and rest my head on hers as my gaze drifts off. The speech ends and everyone dissipates from the area. It’s just me, G and H left. H is already waiting in her car but hasn’t even noticed me and G. As we start walking down towards H, I slow down a little and start nervously talking to G. Me:” hey G” G: “yes?” Me: “this may be incredibly awkward or something else entirely but… I’m free most of next week and I was just curious…” G: “wanna catch up?” Me: “not exactly…” G: “what then?” Me: “what would you say to grabbing dinner sometime, just us 2?” as the last word slips from my lips I look down to find myself trembling. G: “sure! Sounds amazing!” Me: “so that’s a yes?” G unlocks her arms, looks at me with that look right before you kiss someone. Leans up then pokes me right in the gut. I curl forwards for a moment then lift my head to see her walking backwards. G:” thats a yes!” she says as she spins around and heads back to H’s car. I watch them wave at me as they drive away. All the while I’m standing there in shock of what just happened. I rub my eyes and wake up. This dream is too good to be true, yet I have to try ask her out sometime soon yet I feel like it will be a “No” no matter what I do…

Forgot the first one from last night but the second was awesome, I can’t deny.
Twas at a massive party and I ran out of Pepsi, I was lying next to this particular girl… Let’s call her “G” and we were talking n flirting back n forth while we were lying down (for whatever reason) and I just randomly say “wanna make out?”
She replies “sure”
Me: “wait what, I didnt plan to get a yes from that!”
G: “well do you want to or not?”
Me: “oh, yeh sure!”
She smiles then crawls over and lays herself ontop of me and we start to make out. She’s and incredible kisser. My hands venture and slide into the back pockets of her jeans and I pull her up slightly, she giggles from the sudden shock. Her hands slide up under my shirt and along my sides to my shoulders then she grips tightly and pulls herself away from my lips to my neck. As she starts kissing my neck, she hits the spot and a sharp, quiet moan escapes my lips. She looks up and asks what’s wrong with a grin ear to ear.
“there’s a very sensitive spot you just found…”
G: “oh really? This should be fun”
She pulls herself in and starts kissing along my collar bone towards the spot. Just before she reaches it, I grab her waist and roll us over till I’m ontop and we’re staring at each other with our eyes flicking from eyes to each others lips. She leans up and bites on my lip to pull me back down & my eyes roll back slightly. I grab her waist again and slide her up the couch. I start kissing her lips then trail off to her chin. I follow the line of her jaw to her ear and playfully nibble on it as I pass to her neck. As I follow the curves and rises of her neck; I kiss and softly bite her skin, a moan escapes her lips. I continue to her collar bone and trace it right to left, every kiss, a short quiet moan leaves her lips and her nails dig into my shoulders. I return to her neck and just before I reach the bend in her neck, a little gasp escapes her and she covers her mouth. I look up smiling and through the teeth biting her bottom lip she whispers “please don’t…” I smile and go straight back to the spot. I kiss hard and bite and her moans get loader the longer I stay in this spot. After a few moments she pushes me up with her legs around my waste and her hands keeping us apart then she says “do you want to go get that drink of yours now?”
My smile dips and I reply “umm, now? Really?”
G: “yes now please?”
Me: “ok I guess…”
G: my cars out front, I’ll drive”
We walkout of the party and along the edge of the property to the mass of cars, we reach her little car and I open the passenger door, “sorry! You’ll have to sit in the back! Give me a second to find my keys!” she yells from afar as she scavenged through her pockets. “I’ll just wait I’m the car! Ok?”
I step into the back seat and wait patiently. She arrives and I say “tool your time?” she smiles as she leans into the car an pushes me over to the next seat. I slide over and he jumps in, closing the door and locking it behind her. She slides her hips right up to my waist with her legs spread to either side. “so no Pepsi I take it?” she slides her hands to my waste and rips my shirt up n over my head and runs her hands down my chest, stomach to my belt, unbuttons it and pulls it off me n throws it to the side. She starts kissing my neck and her hands venture to every bare patch of skin on my front and back. I slip a hand up her back and unclip her bra. She leans back in surprise, “did you just..?” I return my hand to between us to show her bra in hand. She smiles and pulls off her top, “I like whatever your thinking.” I push her into her back and unbutton her jeans as she giggles. I fiddle around with my hands and peck her stomach, her taste is sweet, her muscles tense with lust and anticipation. I pull off her jeans then return to her lips with a smile ear to ear. I put one hand on her hip to pull her closer and the other to brush away her hair.

She leans out and bites onto my lip then pulls me in. We begin making out. My hands venture, stroking up her back and along her sides, I move away from her lips and start to kiss every inch of her body. She moans and runs her hands through my hair and along my back, the further I move down the former her hands get and the louder than moaning. I slip a hand to her waists and the other to her breast, I play with her nipple as I kiss her waist. As I get closer to her little pink lace panties a gasp escapes her lips. I softly pull her panties down slowly and kissing her waste as it goes. I move down the back seat of the car then wrap each arm around her thighs, I kiss softly along the inside of her thigh, her moans are getting louder and she covers her mouth with her spare hand, the other massaging her breasts. I bury my face into her wet, quivering pussy. I kiss her clit and taste her sweet cum, then swirl my tongue around her clit firmly. I look up for a moment to see her biting her bottom lip and she pushes my head back down between her legs. As my tongue dances across her clit she moans and her hands firmly pushing me in. with one arm i hold tighter and the other, i bring around under her and slide slowely a finger into her dripping wet pussy. Her back arches with the pleasure and i hold tight, i slide another finger in and start slow. I slowely get faster and she has to cover her mouth again, shes groaning and moaning louder and louder. She grips the edges of the seat and her back arches up again, shes panting and i feel her muscles tensing up. She lets out a scream and falls back to the seat of the car. I let her go and then crawl up her body to her neck, carressing her skin softly then kiss her lips. She opens her eyes and smiles, her hand reaches to my chest and follows the line of each muscle down, she reaches the button of my jeans and unbuttons it, she unzips the jeans. I kiss her neck hard and she pushes me up then over onto my back. She mounts my waste and leans down to kiss my chest, slowely working her way up my neck to my lips. As she reaches my lips she bites hard on my bottom lip, i taste the blood and open my eyes.

‘Twas only a dream. I ain’t ever getting that lucky :P

So was a normal school day;( well sorta, it was a dream so of course it was all messed up but you get the point) I’m walking into the theatre to grab a seat for assembly and my mate Dan catches me by the arm.
“hey Nate, you keen to grab the bus to the town center this Arvo at 4:15?” and I just said sure and we shuffled into the dream-twisted theatre. I grabbed a seat second row from the front and sit while everyone slowly files in around me. I notice my good mate Elle sit down in the row in front; she’s back from her trip! Woo! So I sat back and I’d surprise her after the assembly with a sneak up hug.

Assembly passed within a few dream twisted seconds and everyone was dismissed by the final end of the day bell; everyone stands and files out. Elle takes the door the takes a shortcut directly to the library(somehow… Twisted dream like way). So I sneak through behind her and she steps out the for and a pile of books, her laptop and bag are there waiting. I swoop in past her and decide instead of a hug, I’ll carry her stuff to the library; and pick up the massive pile of books, swing the bag over and arm and the laptop in the free hand. Being her she gives me that crooked cute smile of hers, gives me a massive hug around all the gear then punches me in the arm, “you know I don’t like you helping me with all my stuff!” she says with a sigh then smiles. ‘I know but you’re exhausted so I’m going to help, so hah!’ I reply. She hugs me again then we head up to the library.

We get up the massive set of stairs and push through the crowd of MS kids and others carousing the entrance after school to find a place to dump her stuff. She grabs the stuff out of my hands effortlessly and with me barely noticing, then begins to organize the 10,000 things she has to do in the Arvo before she goes home tonight. Surprise, 2 of my G11 mates rock up behind me & tap me on the shoulder. (let’s call the first one PM and the second BK. They are gals that I befriended after Dating a mate of theirs. But the letters have no significance to anyone but me). I spin around, ‘Hey PM! Hey BK!’
“we’re leaving but came to see Elle before we left.”
‘ah ok, no worries. I’ll hug you’se before u leave then’
“yay”
So I hug PM and Bk kinda just slings on behind PM and I hug them both sorta. ‘ok let’s give you a proper hug BK.’ PM leaves through the crowd to see Elle and BK comes in for a hug. Give her the usual big hug I give everyone but as we slowly slip away from each other, she tilts her head and leans in and kisses me. Her lips are soo soft… My eyes close and my arms go limp almost. I’d never really thought of her in this way before. She steps back with a smile on her face and says “we’re still good for tonight, yeh? 7 o’clock wasn’t it?”
‘Ah… Yeh, 7, all good’ I manage to shuffle together some words through the shock of what just happened.
“Sweet, well cya Elle. Come on PM, we need to get to the bus in time.”
They walk off but not before a few seconds of us not taking our eyes off each other… As she walks away I’m staring at her leaving while Elle is talking over my shoulder but I don’t notice like I’m in a trance or something.
“hey catfish! Can I get a hand here?”
‘oh… Yeh sure. Let me grab that for you’ I say as I spin around to her and grab the pile of books.
She didn’t see it… Did anyone?
We file through the crowd into the library and the light slowly fades to black, and I wake up.

I’ve never seen or thought of “BK” that way before but she is incredibly attractive n smart n yadda yadda… And now because of this twisted dream, I’m quite curious…

Twas me staying at a mates place. I was all depressed n she tried cheering me up all night. Games, movies, even cooked me food hehe. But then I was lied down n stared up at her with my depressed look on my face. She smiled, walked over, stared at me for a few seconds then leaned down and kissed me. She got back up while giggling and said “how about that?” small grin creeped across my face… Then I woke up and it was still there.

DO I HAVE A THING FOR 1 OF MY BEST MATES???? AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH kill me :)
Ohwell hopefully it stays a dream…

cabbageheadd:

I dreamt of you last night, it felt so real, I thought you were back, then I woke up. To have you back I know is literally impossible, but it was nice to feel you close for a little while,

Dreams feel soo real… It’s only when you wake up, do you realize how twisted they actually were :(